first impression

flipping through every pages
every steps tat i took
long as i stood, first journey that i came acoss
satisfaction filled every nerves of my mind
first impression of the kem~~
for me ok, just the command from the teacher shocked me..
i felt a tense of frighteness crawled around me
with the luggage and what the heck?? bags of PLKN shirt and uniform outfit, damn...
bear for me to carry all the way along the road, i remember tat dreadful day
terrible but still determined to stick my feet on every path...exhausted but laugh???
crazy rite?? at that time i first met, caught my attention is a girl from delta...
when i saw her, i felt an ease of familiar look...do i looked wrong??
she's like my senior, almost de same look...a little different, that is...
later on we didnt chat much, or should i say just few meet friends???
not in the same kompeni, really harsh for me to know all of them..

exhausting, really tough..i just blurred all of a sudden when i c my room..
not that i dun like..maybe just not feel suitable around unfamiliar faces.....
dun know how's the atmosphere around??
one step after another, i arrived at my bed..pulling my luggage
hmmm, my locker and bed...en en en...later then, my mind clouded
open my locker, how to pack??? even stare around, finding them adi packing..oh gosh!!
i still have the time to watch and glacing around?? wushhh..
better glum my eye to my locker, actually juz packing clothes more, putting neccessities inside...
that night really...feeling my icy hands and legs, missing my mum some more~~
the worse night ever that i was unable to sleep at all
just feel that leaving parents so far, i felt lost...
a tiny leaf that still clinging on to tree...juz like a baby, need to grow up gurl!!!i told myself
came all this far, training myself to do things wisely and on my own...
ironing clothes, washing clothes....still fresh on my mind, but tis's really not the most difficult tasks...
challenging obstacles were those activities that might put u in danger, always be aware and careful enough to catch your breath through every command and lead..
still thankful and lucky enough to say that i was able to follow each activities, at least i tried and wore away pain as well as sweat...

wanna thank to the teacher for taking care of us, giving us advice and leading us the proper way of becoming a great model...the safety measure that provides to us, enable me to makes myself way through the intriguing stunts...

i felt glad that i really being picked for national service, a fun and memorable trips...
the most interesting part is that i can meet and know different friends from different places and states...becoming good friends, best friends...
miss them as always~~all the enjoy and tired days, all the geeks and peeks there~~all the gossips and admiration, all the laugh and cry stuffs, all the touched scene...
turn out to be a sparkling dream..that i longed and will miss it whenever i set my mind on it...